Regret

Words.

Words without meaning
Words I cannot say
Words I don't dare to think
Words.

There is nothing you can do
Nothing you can say
Nothing left here, for me, of me.

Gone are the smiles
Gone are the soft, sweet whispers
Gone are the smells of home.

Forever will I regret you
Forever will I hate myself for not saying NO
Forever will I miss the person I used to be -
the person I thought I were.